My worry list

I don’t want to reach out for help. I want do this myself. I feel like everyone has their flaws and by me explaining my problems to them they will just taint my understanding of the right answer. I am finding that I am resorting to Wysa, a wellness chatbot. It helped me come up with my worry list and although it freaked me out by showing what a true mess I am.

I know what my life should look like. I have a list of goals. I know who I want to be but I’m struggling to get past the point of worrying and just get stuck into the part where I’m just executing.

I recently made a long list of things that worried me and I don’t think I’m any closer to solving these problems.

The worry list is a good tool. It’s something that I invented. It’s probably the closest thing you’re ever going to get to a life dashboard.

“There is nothing more frightful than ignorance in action.” Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

It’s complicated. I’ve got all these problems. Every weekend I say that I’m going to set aside time to deal with them, but the lazy pathetic side of me always takes over.

I’m realzing that the missing step was to break those seemingly insurmountable problems into manageable pieces.

… And then you execute.